Let me be totally honest, I can't believe the wait is this hard. I totally knew the adoption process would be loooong. I never thought I would see our babies so early in the process though. I dream of them, pray for them, wonder about them, that causes me to pray some more lol...I just want to hold them. We are on day 55 for LOAs. I realize some wait over a 100 days (please God no) but 55 is plenty for me. Aunt Kelc must travel. We talked last night and aren't so sure we can leave William for two weeks. Please pray for the right decisions to be made, and for the passengers if all 5/6 of us fly there and 7/8 coming back. Can you imagine the noise and chaos...oh my. Today Allison is starting school late because she wanted to go through Corbin, Adaline, William and Wen's clothes with me. I'm cleaning out closets and my laundry room. There are clothes EVERYWHERE. What else am I suppose to do while I wait. Pregnant with two precious toddlers equals MAJOR NESTING & EATING!